A Beast In Pain
Down on my knees but I don’t know what to say
Its like I forgot who God is and how to pray
The Cali hoods and Seattle bay is where my heart is
Though I live like a demon I know I‘m still a child of his
God tell me where all these problems coming from
Feels like my brain’s being punched, now it’s numb
I’ve done some bad things I must insist
With all the shits that happened I wonder if Karma really do exist
But I aint giving up, not this time
I’m dedicated to my future and all of my rhymes
So anytime, I start to feel hopeless
Like a crack addict in a hood that’s dopeless
I’ll just remember all of you, and what I gotta do
To make something of myself with everyday that’s new
I feel alone; my only company’s the music inside of my head
And all my journals with pages bombarded with lead
